Wednesday, October 21, 2009

please, come back to me, like did


Everything you say or do
I am always there for you
Whether you're laughing or you're screaming
No one else could take your place
I will always see your face
When I'm awake and when I'm dreaming

If you come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me, I'll be here waiting
Cause I'm on my knees and my love's not fading
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

I can't stand to watch you go
Cause in my head deep down I know
I don't wanna live without you
I love the way we stay up late
The way you laugh at your mistakes
I love everything about you


No, don't wanna let you go
Girl, you belong in my heart, in my arms, in my love
Girl, quit messing with my head
Say that you're coming back to stay right here with me


Come back to me
I still believe
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me
I'm on my knees
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place




Sunday, September 27, 2009

Why Has She Left Me?

I really need some help. My girlfriend of three and a half months has just split up with me and it seems to me that there is a bigger underlying reason. Everything was going really really well until three weeks ago when she dropped a bombshell by saying she doesn't really know where she is in her life and that she doesn't know if she wants me as a friend or a partner anymore. This has left me really confused for in the weeks prior to this she had been praising me, saying what a wonderful boyfriend I was to her and how she couldn't find anyone that could even match up to me.

She says she isn't really happy at the minute and that she thinks we could do with a month's break to see if she does really care for me. I lasted five days before I couldn't bear not seeing her and called at her house but I couldn't make her change her mind. Only a week after the split she phoned me to tell me she really missed me and wanted me to come and see her, not to get back together but just to see me. So I went, but I stupidly went through her phone. I found out that she'd been to the cinema with a guy from her work only two days after the split. It really hurt to know that it only took her two days to see someone else. She told him of my going to talk to her and he sent her abusive messages about me, saying if she needed him he'd be there in half an hour. I was fine with her going out with him because I knew that it would have meant nothing, but when I read this it made me mad. When confronted she explained that she went out with with him only because if we were over then she would have to start dating sometime, and that going out with him only made her realize how much of a great boyfriend I was. She agreed I'd never put her in the position where she would need another man's help, and said it was just that he was drunk and really liked her. I stayed the night but the next evening she told me that what I'd done had really annoyed and upset her and that it made her not want to be with me any more. I know I should not have done it but it was an impulsive reaction to just try and find something out because I had no clue as to why she was doing this to me. She told me that she didn't want us get back together just yet and that she needed more time to think. I have seen her a few times since and she seems to be getting more distant from me, even hanging up repeatedly when I tried to phone her. When I did get through, she was in a bar and said we could speak tomorrow, then abruptly hung up on me. This tore me apart as I sensed the worst.






Monday, August 10, 2009

Ramadhan pun tiba ..



Ramadhan di depan mata. Sudah kucium semerbaknya. Sudah kusentuh hangatnya. Sudah kudengar merdunya.

Ramadhan sudah menyapa. Dia tawarkan malam-malam panjangnya. Dia tawarkan pahala yang dilipatgandakan. Dia tawarkan lailatul qodar.

Ramadhan seperti medan peperangan melawan hawa nafsu. Aku adalah salah satu pesertanya. Akankah aku menang dengan membawa pulang pahala, keindahan malam 1000 bulan dan kembali sucinya diri. Atau aku akan kalah bersimbah penyesalan telah membiarkan dia berlalu sia-sia.

Ya Allah, sampaikanlah aku pada ramadhan tahun ini. Amin Ya Robb..





Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Botak Community

Haduh ..
peraturan sekolah yang tambah lama .... tambah ketat aja ..
makin kita juga jadi tambah bete ..
sekrang sekolah gua buad peraturan baru laggee ..
hadohh ..
rambut harus di botak ..
kebanyakan tingkah ah ..
tapi asik nya .. gua gak sendirian .. di botak nyah ..
temend .... temend gua juga ..
di botak semua ..
nie buktinyah ,,,




















haduhh ..
wakakakakakakk ..
tingkah ya .. sekolahan gua ..

biarr .. yang penting mah ... tetep aja ... masih pada ganteng² abiss ..
cooLLL lah ..

wuakakakakkk ..

hidup botak community ... !!!!!!!










Sunday, July 12, 2009

2 rpl

huaah .
naik kelas ..
menjalani kelas yang baru .. suasana yang baru .. pelajaran yang baru ..
adek kelas yang baru .. cinta yang baru (hhehehehe) ..
gak kerasa euy ..
udah kelas 2 aja ..
bukan saat nya buat maend: lagi .

buat kalian yang menang di kelas 1 rpl ..
aku bakal ngalahind kalian di semester ini ..
kemarent aku masih maen" ..
jadi eay .,
ati" eay buat kalian ... kalo gak mau di kalahind ma aku ,,
blajar yang bener ..
soalnyah.
liat ajah .. aku bakal serius kali eneh ... (wuiiiidihh gaya nyah ,,)

moga aja di tahun ajaran yang baru ini .. aku bisa lebih baik daripada tahun yang kemarin ..
aminnn ... :)



 
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