Thursday, April 30, 2009

No one know me .

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me .... ...


No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like ...

to be like me . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its me ... :(







I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Berikan lah aku kekuatan, Tuhan . !

Tuhan berikan aku kekuatan ..
Sebelem dia meninggalkan aku ,
Tuhan beriku jalan.

Karena diriku masih mencintai nya ..

Tak sanggup aku menahan ..
Perihnya dalam hatiku .
Tak sanggup aku bertahan ..
Dalam kesedihan ,,

Bila waktu malam akan datang ..
Aku tak mau sendirian ..
Ingin selalu di temani kamu ..
Memeluku dalam kesepian ,,

Bila waktu malam telah sunyi ,,
Aku tak mau di tinggal sendiri ,
Ingin selalu sama sama kamu ,,
Hingga nanti kamu benar benar telah pergi ..,

Tuhan berikan aku kekuatan ..

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Tangisan hati ini .

Ku simpan semua rasa ini ..
Karna ku tak ingin kau sedih .
Ku simpan semua sakit ini .
Karna ku tak ingin kau menangis .

Aku tau kau tak sayang padaku ..
Aku tau kau takkan cinta padaku ,.

Engkau tak pernah mengerti perasaan ku .. sesungguhnya ..

Cobalah mengerti aku . lebih dalam . karena hatiku menangis

Apa ku tak pantas untukmu ..
Sehingga kau sakiti aku ..
Apa ku tak bisa denganmu ..
Aku akan pergi jauh .

Engkau tak pernah mengerti perasaan ku ,.,
Sesungguhnya .

Dimana .
Pengertianmu .. kepadaku ,.. di saat ku jatuh ,,

Aku hanya menunggu … sebuah harapan … yang mungkin tak akan poernah terjadi ..

Cobalah mengerti aku , lebih dalam .

Karena hatiku ….

Menangis …

Why .?

Ikhlas nya hati sering kali di salah arti ….
Tulus nya cinta tidak pernah engkau hargai ..

Berlalu pergi dengan kelukaan ini ..
Ku mengalah ..
Ku bersalah ..

Berpaling muka ..
Bila saling bertatap mata ..
Seolah kita tiada saling pernah mengenal ..
Mencari sebab .. serta mencari alasan ..

Supaya tercapai tujuanmu ,,

Manis di bibir ,
Memutar kata ..

Malah kau tuduh akulah segala penyebabnya ..
Siapa yang telah terlena pastinya terpanah bujuknya ,, rayunya ,, suaranya ..
Yang meminta simpati dan harapan ..

Enkau pastinya tersenyum ..
Dengan kepergian diriku ,,
Tetapi bagi diriku ..
Suatu ketenangan ..
Andaikan kita terus bersama ..
Belum tentu kita bahagia ..
Selama tidak kau rubah . sikapmu padaku .
Ada baiknya ..
Bila tidak lagi bersama

Terasa jauh diriku ini dengan dosa..
Aku tinggalkan walau tanpa kereleaan ..
Yang nyata kau tidak merubah ..


Andaikan apa yang kau ingin ..
Selagi kau dapat berkata,.
Memang begini sikapmu ..
Semenjak dahulu …

 
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